i’m in a pissy mood. brought on, no doubt, by yet another death. to be honest, i’m not sad that i saw your father smiling so brightly yesterday afternoon. i am, however, saddened by the realization that i was one of the very few to witness what was, most likely, one of his very last smiles. you deserved that smile, not me. cancer. it’s a fucking, heartless bitch.
if the best of all possible worlds were reality, there’d be no cancer.
P. S. needless to say, your post didn’t sit very well with me today.


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