i feel so completely broken. alone. no one to turn to. and not for lack of a specific someone. but simply for lack of trust. for fear of rejection. or retaliation.
why is it so hard for some people to simply listen… without rushing to defend themselves? as if your sole purpose for speaking was to merely make them feel guilty (when that’s so not true). why must they think everything is about them?
and why do i feel like a pouty, eight-year-old little girl that Santa skipped on Christmas morning…
(i so wanted you to be my Christmas morning)
I spent a good chunk of my weekend feeling broken.
I’m sorry.
I have no words of wisdom, unfortunately.
hugs sweetie
(I know, long time no see – my bad)