wtf is wrong with me. seriously? All I want to do is sleep, and cry. my mom is talking about dying. i’m feeling forced to go somewhere on x-mas eve i don’t want to go. i’m feeling fat. fat, fat… not just plain fat. my hair is greying, i’m feeling old. and i’m not sure anyone cares. about any of this.
i just e-mailed CC and told him– in a semi-breakdown sort of way– that my husband cheated on me. wtf does he care. he hasn’t seen me in 20 years. why would i expect anything from him.
i’m so fucked up. i didn’t even make it in to work today. headaches. lots of headaches.
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