TIRED

i’m tired.  and i’m feeling a little on-edge.  so, i’m gonna spend tonight with my family… resting and taking care of some things that need attention.

see you in the morning?

PANIC MODE

re: “I had visions of me spending the rest of the night trying to convince you it would be ok… “

ok, so i’m starting to panic… a little.  and i wish i could promise you that you won’t have to “talk me down” from the ledge before the week is up. and i’m trying really hard NOT to say ‘can’t’ or ‘never’… and now, i have to go clean my house… because i’ve been ignoring my family. and it shows. i will check-in sometime after 8:00pm tonight. promise.